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| Weee.. come ride life's shit train w/me |
| 03.07.04 (12:25 pm) [edit] |
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UGH.. life hates me...seriously.. it get me all worked up about something.. then dumps me back out on my ass, yeah maybe i was wrgon to start with.. but it doesnt have to be that rough.. fuk.. today i just want to go die.. people so ooo there's lots to live for.. and yeah i know there is.. but if life keeps doing this to me like some kind of game, then i'm just not going to play anymore.. i'm sick of it... really fuking sick of it.. *kicks life*, thx for everthing u've given me... which is at last count... nothing.. well.. time for kevin to go and be depressed... bye bye now
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| why do i do this? |
| 02.21.04 (6:13 pm) [edit] |
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FUCK SHIT FUCK!.. i always do that!... it's so rough.. and this time i don't even have a good reason.. oo her friends were there... fuk!.. now i won't see her for 2 weeks!.. FUCK!.. ahhhh!.. i'm soo mad at myself.. but no i coulnd't go and sit with her for 2 seconds and ask her.. no no... had to wait till the end when everyone was around and made me nervous.. yeah.. dammit u guys.. well.. now i gotta work on living with myself for 2 weeks.. whoa.. i would have been happier to have asked her and have her say no..then to not have asked at all.. whoa.. where does that get you... let me tell you where that get's you... that get's you into a big back-flushed pond of shit, with ur foot stuck in the bottom..
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| Happyness |
| 02.16.04 (2:26 pm) [edit] |
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YAY kevin is happy.. since saturday.. met a really cool person.. well didn't so much meet as found out that she likes me :D ..dunno what she's on.. but i love it.. cause i like her alot too.. but the thing is.. i dunno if she knows that...cause i kinda didn't tell her.. kinda got a lil shy.. stupid shyness..*kicks shyness*.. but now i can't wait until next saturday.. go and talk to her..and be sure she knows i like her.. ask her to the movies..quite possible ask her out.. happy days.. YAY!... KM
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| c'monnnn april 14th.. |
| 02.11.04 (3:54 pm) [edit] |
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Grrr i want my G2.. i hate not being able to drive anywhere.. well.. today was an alright day.. we'l actually started doing work in chemistry that i like doing... that actually has to do with chemistry... hahah same with physics...hahah at first she was confusing the hell outta me... i was kinda like... ohhh shit this is going to be hard... but really i don't think it'll be too bad.. the only thing is all the homework.. whoa.. and a job... get's hard to keep on top of things.. and leaves me with virtually 0 time to hang with my friends nevermind post in this blog.. that never get's read.. hahah oh well..
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| Revolutions |
| 02.07.04 (5:46 pm) [edit] |
The time to think is now
Slow down, step back and look
What your reaching out for
Is sliding off the last page of the book
What was once here,
has been and gone,
The more you try, the more it leers
Pain, and Blood,
Fear, but not the end.
Building blocks for here-after.
Mistakes not to be un-done;
Mistakes to enlighten
Do no what's been done,
To suffer thus for,
Is to condemn to suffering.
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| Cursed Missed Opportunities |
| 02.06.04 (7:52 am) [edit] |
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haha.. oh well.. missing things is fun... oh wait no it's not.. except for school.. heheheh cause i'm missing school right now... i luv u snow.. :) hahah but yeah.. missed meeting someone this weekend.. kinda sad.. but, i'm sure we'll meet another time... grr.. hurry up April.. but yeah.. days away from school are fun.. unless your sitting around waiting to go to work.. cause then it's just like... Blahhhh... well.. n e wayz.. i'm going to go do amusing things.. cause they're amusing.. and i like being amused... KM
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| Oddness |
| 02.03.04 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
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haha yeah.. today is a better day then my last few... lol.. the only thing is my vast ammounts of homework.. whoa.. yeah don't worry teachers i don't have a job or anything... lol.. stupid physics..couldn't figure out the easiest question.. hahah i blame it on scott... he was making me dumb..cause he couldn't get it either.. lol but yeah.. hopefully some people come on MSN so that i can talk to them... not that any of them are going to read this... hahah seeing as how lots of people comment on my blog... NOPE..hahah oh well.. i'll still write in it... just for shit's and giggles.. hahah well.. this one's long enough now... GET ON MSN PPLZ!......KM
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| What is Wrong with Me!? |
| 02.02.04 (7:33 pm) [edit] |
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OMG.. why do i feel like this all the time... i seriously think somethings wrong with me.. it seems like i'm drifing.. and i don't want to stop it... it just hurts less and less... but then i stop floating...and i'm slammed back down into the hell-hole i started in... i just wish it would all go away... JUST GO AWAY.. AND LEAVE ME.. don't wake me.. i'm not here to rest.... u say it doesn't have to be... but this is the way i like it best,, goodbye, dearest cruel living.......KM
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| Tears For Fears |
| 02.02.04 (4:05 pm) [edit] |
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I don't really know what that means.... it kinda just popped into my head like 2 seconds ago... hahah n e wayz.. yeah... crying is fun huh... especially when u cry yourself to sleep... hahah yea.. *kicks crying*,, but i'm alright now... i was just crying to be kevin'ish.. and well... that's enough of that... no more being kevin for me... well.. yeah nothing really happened today... ERR except for school... and i have the hardest semester EVER.. whoa.. gonna die via hard school-work...KM
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| Ugh..! |
| 01.31.04 (6:09 pm) [edit] |
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Wow, i'm really really bored right now.... I think i feel one of those good depressed states of mind comming on... grrr...and there's no one on MSN to talk to... well yeah there is.. but they're away... so yeah.. that doesn't work... hmm.. today was shit day... went bowling in the morning..and actually i did pretty good... but then i went to work..,.and it was sooo busy..and i just wanted to start killing people so i wouldn't have to help them... but yeah can't do that either... so.. i'm hoping that by later tonight i'll be not so shitty feeling... KM
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| Bad days |
| 01.29.04 (7:54 pm) [edit] |
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Wow...seems that everyone is having a bad day... hmm.. maybe there's some big bad day illness... hahah actually that's not funny at all.. Well anyways... cheer up pplz... u'll make kevin all sad... KM
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| Melancholy |
| 01.28.04 (8:50 pm) [edit] |
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Yeah... today was just another day really... nothing really special happened....except for i fixed my MSN so onw it wont be all gay..and you wont see any more posts up here that are about MSN.. :) but yeah.. found out that i wont be able to go to part in brockville next weekend... *fuk!*... i really wanted to go to.. sorry aleatha... i guess we'll have to put off the meeting eacother thing until april... *grrr*.. so yeah.. it was kinda a good day...then it went to shit... stupid shit.... KM
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| Sticky Slut! |
| 01.26.04 (6:04 pm) [edit] |
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hahahah yeah that's right... ur a sticky slut... hahah yeah weekend was fun..watched so many moveis.... OMG butterfly effect is the best fuking movie ever...*licks movie* haha wow that was kinda weird.... so yeah n e wayz... tommorow is my sleeping day... sleep for me... now more sleep deprivation pills for kevin... hahaha crazy jaida... hahah.. well yeah that's good enough for now.... KM
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| Anxiety KICKS! |
| 01.23.04 (9:46 am) [edit] |
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hahaha not really... it's more like...*kick anxiety* haha but oh well.. such is things., yeah so today... i wrote my final for english... hahah fuk i hate english... the ghigest mark i can get is 79... GRR :evil: yeah,. and there's no way i got perfect on that fukin essay... who i was like 80 words short... man... FUK!... hahah n e ways... that's over with... i passed.. so kiss my nuts.. can't wait until tommorow... haha gonna be so much fun... me and my crazy friends...hahah yeah that's you will and jaida... crazy fuks... hahah well that's enough for today....KM
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| Man.. why must msn be like this? |
| 01.22.04 (6:27 pm) [edit] |
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Ugh.. everytime i go to log on it never seems to.... i don't get it.... hmmm... maybe it should just go to hell... yeah there we go... go to hell msn..ahah saturdays gonna be fun... lol my friends are nut-balls.. hahah nut-balls... lol... i just made up a word... lol... yeah well that's enough for today i guess.... KM
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| *Kicks MSN* |
| 01.21.04 (10:10 am) [edit] |
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GRRR... i hate you MSN... don't be all gayish like that.... haha yeah it does this alot... and i kick it alot too... *kicks MSN again* hahah yeah n e wayz... just got up... lol i love you sleep.. haha but yeah now i have to have a shower and make some lunch..cause i have to work the night shift at work today.... grrr, fukin canadian tire... if it wasen't for the money... i'd kick that place too... well.. i should be on MSN when i get home from work.... provided it's not gay... *remembers i was mad at msn*.. haha but yeah n e wayz.. i'm going now.....KM,,,,haha wow.. just as i said that my MSN logs on... wow fukin thing......KM
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| I LOVE my friends! |
| 01.20.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
Today was a funny dam day
whoa i spent the whole time laughing.
Funniest thing... was will be ing dumb...
hahah he usually is... but today it was just more funny for some reason... so yeah we (allie will and me) were skipping 2nd.....cause who goes to class on the last day of school, hahah n e wayz.. will foud a hair in his hat and it was long and black... like his hair used to be. and he licked it... that was kidna weird... but then he was like.... AWW~!! that can't be my hair i never wore this hat when i had long black hair.... hahahah *died laughing*... but yeah.. funny days... i'd put the rest in... but then this blog would be 4 million lines long... kinda like someon's comment.... lol crazy allie.....KM
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| One more stupid school day |
| 01.19.04 (3:54 pm) [edit] |
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hehehehe Hey look!... it's me!.. haha yeah n e wayz.
one more school day... i really don't wanna go.. but i should..
stupid english
stupid not doing good in that class
STUPID!
hahah yeah, but i'm already finnished my first two classes.. yep no more of them... bye bye now
GIS.. what a shit class, still have one more map to make... yep not gonna finnish it either.... i better not fail :evil:
I cut myself today too... grrrr! it made me mad.. and it made me bleed alot too., who knew knives were that sharp... not i.. yeah but n e way... i think that's enough for today... KM
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| Crazy blogs |
| 01.17.04 (7:13 pm) [edit] |
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haha, yeah, first entry...haha go me... lol.. nope.. so yeah today... nothing special happened... got called a butt licker, yeah it was kinda weird... but u kno... w/e. so yea, hopefully tommorow's blog will be better
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